So, just a mental flash here, you mentioned your experience in IN being more uneventful than MI and San Fran being different than that but still an experience: Would it have anything to do with the proximity to water?
I only ask because IN seems markedly more landlocked than here in MI. So I spent the first 13 years of my like thoroughly landlocked in OH with total obliviousness and when we moved to Northern VA/DC burbs it was like my mind got blown open. So it makes me wonder.
That's a really interesting thought! I did live close enough to Lake Michigan that I expeienced lake effect snow, and there were some rivers and creeks near my house. That said, they weren't major bodies of water or even water supplies. Now how do I fund travel testing???
That makes me wonder about the absence of veil lore in the British isles, even though they're surrounded by water. The land mass is a lot more than it looks like on a map. When I was there around Beltane, I sensed zero breakthrough. It just felt like...Earth? I think you're on to something!
Thank you for sharing your experiences. This is so helpful to help me feel less crazy and find an avenue of understanding for what I experience. I had a spirit attachment for 33 years of my life and got rid of it a year and a half ago. The way I dealt with what I was experiencing was to become an ardent atheist and deny even as the spirit would take me on journeys and taught me how to leave my body. Since he left it is like I have been flooded with ancestors looking to help or be helped, shadow people being drawn to me, the dead wanting messages passed on and time has shown its true circular form. I find I will be walking and the land will show me what it was before white settlers destroyed the trees, land, and creatures within (Trees have become my most trusted advisors, they talk a lot). Or I will be walking /driving and I will suddenly be on a different road or in a different place. Another fun one is to be walking down an established path and watch every living thing that has ever walked it go past. It is wild to watch someone die in the exact spot that someone gives birth a few years later. I am no longer an atheist and I feel like a child walking through a newly discovered world but it can be very unsettling when you do not have a trusted framework to lean on.
It can certainly be a rough journey! Learning the boundaries and how to say no, and finding ways to anchor when time moves around you is tricky! One of the things I've learned is to do my best not to project my understanding or assumptions onto what the animistic spirits and ancestors show me, and it has over time helped. Welcome. I am so glad others are finding help in me sharing my experiences!
So, just a mental flash here, you mentioned your experience in IN being more uneventful than MI and San Fran being different than that but still an experience: Would it have anything to do with the proximity to water?
I only ask because IN seems markedly more landlocked than here in MI. So I spent the first 13 years of my like thoroughly landlocked in OH with total obliviousness and when we moved to Northern VA/DC burbs it was like my mind got blown open. So it makes me wonder.
That's a really interesting thought! I did live close enough to Lake Michigan that I expeienced lake effect snow, and there were some rivers and creeks near my house. That said, they weren't major bodies of water or even water supplies. Now how do I fund travel testing???
That makes me wonder about the absence of veil lore in the British isles, even though they're surrounded by water. The land mass is a lot more than it looks like on a map. When I was there around Beltane, I sensed zero breakthrough. It just felt like...Earth? I think you're on to something!
Life, not like, sheesh. No edit button?
I'll send a note to Substack, they're constantly working on site improvements.
Thank you for sharing your experiences. This is so helpful to help me feel less crazy and find an avenue of understanding for what I experience. I had a spirit attachment for 33 years of my life and got rid of it a year and a half ago. The way I dealt with what I was experiencing was to become an ardent atheist and deny even as the spirit would take me on journeys and taught me how to leave my body. Since he left it is like I have been flooded with ancestors looking to help or be helped, shadow people being drawn to me, the dead wanting messages passed on and time has shown its true circular form. I find I will be walking and the land will show me what it was before white settlers destroyed the trees, land, and creatures within (Trees have become my most trusted advisors, they talk a lot). Or I will be walking /driving and I will suddenly be on a different road or in a different place. Another fun one is to be walking down an established path and watch every living thing that has ever walked it go past. It is wild to watch someone die in the exact spot that someone gives birth a few years later. I am no longer an atheist and I feel like a child walking through a newly discovered world but it can be very unsettling when you do not have a trusted framework to lean on.
It can certainly be a rough journey! Learning the boundaries and how to say no, and finding ways to anchor when time moves around you is tricky! One of the things I've learned is to do my best not to project my understanding or assumptions onto what the animistic spirits and ancestors show me, and it has over time helped. Welcome. I am so glad others are finding help in me sharing my experiences!